Odd Mood Shift

You ever have one of those days where you start out so super excited (I mean my face actually started hurting from smiling more than usual) and full of energy, but then at night you're just your normal self, and by now (meaning about 12:30) you're sitting there wondering what good you could possibly have done all day? Today has been like that. It's interesting the way my mind works. I'm perfectly fine, and yet somehow I wonder what people see in me at all...especially John. It's not so terrible tonight, really, but it is kind of annoying Then I was listening to Maroon 5, and when She Will Be Loved came on, I shut it off and called John. I still don't have a computer, I miss my friends back home, and I have no clue how ot actually get a hold of them. Meanwhile I'm not doing a very good job of being a friend to my friends here, but I'm spending every free moment I have (it's already a busy semester!) with someone or another. But I've only been back a week, and at least April and I are getting things back together. I didn't mean to distance myself from her--she's definitely always going to be one of my closest friends. Wow...this is turning into a depressing journal entry. LOL! Eh--hi to everyone back home, I hope you're all still alive, I miss you terribly, and I pray for you as often as I remember. Pray for my grandma some more, and I'll keep you posted when we finally find more out. Thanks so much! God bless.